wtf is "relevancy," anyway? 2

walking to frank's to return his guitar this morning, it felt like being young again: walking down the street in my neighborhood with an acoustic guitar in a case in one hand, a neil young album in the other. all that was missing was little kids throwing rocks and yelling, "you're the _ugliest_ thing i've ever seen!" it reminded me that once there was a time when it felt as though i was the only person on earth who liked the music i liked. and how that made it seem like i was in on a big secret that no one else knew, which made it a little less lonely to feel as odd and alienated as i did.