Monday, May 18, 2009
...and coughing up tons of crap from my lungs. i keep reminding myself, "this is your body cleaning itself out." managed to get through an evening at the chat room (which is pretty overwhelming if you're not smoking, even on the patio) and an afternoon with my two oldest kids and their significant others (all of whom seem to light one up every five minutes or so) without wanting to smoke. next tests will be tuesday, when i go see the star trek movie at the movie grill with aimee and go to rubber gloves with teague.